Daily Life
Welcome to the Diary section, where I share my personal stories, thoughts, and everyday experiences. Whether it’s moments of happiness, challenges I’ve faced, or things I’ve learned, this space is all about those real, everyday journeys. Feel free to share your own stories, or just read and connect with mine—I’d love for us to be a part of each other’s stories.
The Urge to Just Disappear: Cutting Ties with School and I already did. Disappear… There is a strange peace in disappearing—not in a dramatic sense, but in quietly erasing yourself from a suffocating place. It’s not metaphorical; it’s about blocking classmates on Instagram, cutting ties with so-called friends, and severing all digital and emotional connections…
Menhera chan Menhera-chan is the mascot of the Menhera subculture, which revolves around the themes of mental illness, self-harm, and emotional struggles, often expressed through pastel aesthetics and “kawaii” (cute) imagery. To fully understand her, I’ll break down every aspect of her symbolism, appearance, personality, and the deeper meanings behind her existence. 1. Who Is…
my dream of being an internet angel… THE BEST DECISION OF MY LIFE I was finally homeschooled. WHICH IS GOOD BECAUSE I DON’T HAVE TO SO0CIALIZE WITH LITERAL CLOWNS HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAH MY NEXT ACTION IS TO SAVE THE INTERNET, TO BE AN INTERNET ANGEL, FAMOUS!! I DON’T AND NEVER REGRET DO, I CAN FINALLY LIVE MY…
Diary entry: I feel like losing half of my life Cancan, he was my cat. Can’t shake the image of him in the landfill. The poor thing. I feel like a monster. He was just lying there, his mouth open with that horrible wound—he looked like something out of a nightmare. It feels like…
Diary Entry – Trapped in a World That Doesn’t Understand Me Every morning, Ugh. I’m trapped. I wake up knowing I have to force myself through another day of school, another day of pretending, another day of feeling like I don’t belong. It’s not just the exhaustion—it’s the emptiness, the way my brain feels like…
I’ve Had Enough: The Truth About Feeling Empty, Exhausted, and Trapped in School Why Do I Feel So Empty? I had enough. Every morning, I wake up with the same thought: I don’t want to go. School is supposed to be a place for learning, for growth—but for me, it’s nothing but a prison. The…
Diary Entry: “The Call to Be the Internet Angel” I don’t know how it started, but I feel it now—deep inside my bones I wanted to be an internet angel. There’s this overwhelming need, this feeling that I’m meant for something bigger. Something more. Not just a content creator. Not just a personality. I want…
If You Found Out Reality Was Fake, What Would You Do? The Illusion We Live In What if everything you know is a lie? The world, the people, the events—it’s all scripted. Controlled. You’re walking through a world designed to keep you blind. Every piece of information, every sensation—it’s all curated. The truth is, you’ve…
“They Want You Distracted With Drama Because The Real Story is Something Else” The Smoke and Mirrors of Our Reality The truth is, that chaos is exactly what they want. Ever feel like everything around you is spinning out of control? Like the world’s on the edge, but no one sees it? The media, social…
The Internet is Making You Insane – Here’s Why You Love It Welcome to the Digital Asylum Internet insanity. Every time you open your phone, you willingly step into an endless carnival of chaos. Doomscrolling, rage bait, parasocial drama, hyper-niche subcultures, and algorithmically generated rabbit holes—this is the digital landscape you can’t escape. But here’s…